too much too fast
Why does it seem that there are suddenly so many men, so many people, in my life now? When the hell did that happen? It's a good thing.
This week has been insane. INSANE!
Monday: Spent contorting myself into all sorts of uncomfortable poses for a hot (of course, gay) Polish photographer I had met once, fleetingly, before. Let's hope it doesn't show up on the internet pop-up porn...
Tuesday: Dinner date with K-boy
Wednesday: Half-asleep and groggy as hell despite 5 espressos, went with Sarah to Angel to explore new bars with Andre and others. After yet another espresso and a glass of white, I was back in swing.
Thursday: My professor insisted I meet her to discuss my paper. What the hell kind of professor asks you to meet her in the next hour? IN LONDON? Just proves my theory that people in acadaemia have no sense of reality. That evening I met up with an atypical desi for dinner at Busaba, but not before he insisted on plying me with vodka. It's so unbelievably great to have a friend of the opposite sex, to discuss relationships, attraction, and the oddly-matched couples sitting across from you. I think I actually started singing the Mr Ed theme in the middle of the restaurant... It's been so long!
Friday: Constant vacillation between panic and apathy as K-boy was planning on coming over late that evening. The high-strung state dissipated when I finally admitted 1) I'm difficult 2) I'm intimacy-phobic and 3) I don't know what I want. And you had convinced yourself I didn't have that many issues. Silly little peons. I swear, what more could a girl do to make a guy run away? And he didn't.
But.
I did NOT wake up with a smile on my face.
5 Comments:
Re: Friday... Damn! it's rare that girls are so honest with themselves. Maybe you realized that you want to be "hunted", not "farmed"...
Special K for breakfast?
do I smell death row? :) Or maybe his valiant predilection steered him astray? Bless you.
have i ever told you guys how much i love you? ;)
special K? is that some sort of perverted joke? i'm telling you, girls are ALL about reading between the lines.
Just keep reading between the lines; I'm pretty sure we are on the same page. :)
PS: How can you not love us; we are both brown! :)
special K for breakfast is always good. but it has to be with a smile, otherwise.... , i love waking up with a smile on my face. the last two mornings actually. and you know why. cause she did everything in her power to push me away. sometimes its impossible to run away from a challenge. and the best events are those which you are in a complete panic about before. " a horse is a horse, unless of course....."
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